So here is the ultimate confession: How or if Mecember has affected. It really has. It's made me feel better to share these things and get them off my chest, to let people inside and to get to partially know me bit-by-bit. Although, there was some slight problems at home with family getting overly concerned about me, thinking I could be suicidal or a harm to myself (if that was the case, my therapist would have reported me long ago). I could be wrong, but it feels as though they see these as only recent, more critical problems than they are. Yes, I still struggle with these little things from time-to-time, and they certainly feel bigger in the moments, but I pride myself on getting through them and the help I seek for my problems. I always have told people that they can talk to me and tell me their problems because talking actually helps, but I've bad about doing it myself. And it does help. This has helped me. I am thankful for those who have gone through this journey with me and sorry to those I've worried. Now time for a new year.
{Sorry this is late}
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