Too late to make a wish (referring to the time).
I'm pretty sure that my ma is worried that I have or am getting an eating disorder like my sisters, Cat and Bunny. I'm the (second) last (Bear would be last) one of my family to get one. But every time I don't eat something she seems utterly freaked out. She also seems to be worried about Bear having one! I admit that I have lost a lot of weight recently, and I know, since I just got my dressed fitted that fit me perfectly in November except for the straps, that I lost a lot of weight since November. My sudden weight loss baffles me. I haven't eaten very healthy foods as of recent and I'm not starving myself, I also don't have a negative view on my body image (in fact I quite love my body, especially my back and legs, I got a long moment to admire my back while being fitted).
I just can't handle how much she overreacts. I wasn't able to tell her about feeling depressed and the migraine because I didn't want her to freak out. I couldn't tell Cat because she seemed stressed enough, I couldn't tell Bunny because I don't feel like dealing with her, and my dad and Bear are very absent when it comes to mental health.
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