Thursday, March 13, 2014

March 13, 2014 3:33 pm

Entry title: Dead Baby, Sisterly Homecoming
To do list:
-feed cats ¥
-take pills ¥
-ORB
-ANY AND ALL HOMEWORK I HAVE
-change litter boxes
-clean up desk
-pick up/organize room a bit
-*optional* blog ¥
-*optional* work out
-*optional* work on Girl's Sugar
So Cat has come home and  said that she had gone manic (which I don't think that's the term she's look for) but is feeling better. She had a hard time sleeping because of the pills , roommates, and the fact that a nurse came in every 10 or so mins to make sure everyone was asleep or in bed. I didn't realize she was coming home yet, but I got her Cookie Dough Bites (her fav) since I was planning on seeing her tonight.
So...Devalia is dead...my teacher killed her. I'm gonna miss the li'l thing. On the positive side, my grades were perfect: no mishandling & I met her every need. To be honest, I kinda did get attached to the fake baby, I'm even holding the urge to keep calling her Devalia realizing that it would sound like I identify it as a person...Devalia. Devalia. Devalia. Devalia. Devalia. Devalia. Devalia. Devalia. 
I'm getting the empty feeling in my chest again...I don't know how to feel...
I'm so tired right now. I either have the problem where I can't sleep at all, or I want to sleep all the time. I guess after cleaning Mistress Kitty's litterbox, I'll take a nap.
We started reading No Exit by Jean-Paul Sartre (this is where EA got the line "Hell is Others" in Misery Loves Company) in my English class, & I am quite enjoying it. It is about existentialism and Hell, being unoriginal and being without a soul and pathetic and realizing your of no worth, etc. I'm totally loving Inez, even though she's evil (she's evil and she knows it and will admit it and she's the only smart one…oh and she's lesbian). I drew an image of the scene in which Inez help Estelle with her makeup (totally lesbian scene, I was screaming "NOW KISS!").




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