Day: July 8 Friday 2016
Certain Emotion on Time of Day:
Weather:
What I Ate
-Morning: cereal 9:10AM
-Noon: egg muffin sandwich 11:25AM fried egg 11:35AM
-Night: clam chowder 10:20PM
-Snack: chocolate tort
Menstrual:
Who was I with: 9:05AM-2:05PM boys I babysit, 6:15PM-12:05AM Ryan
When was I alone:
Stressors [depressed]: dog made a mess, boys fighting, a lot of people I know are going through a rough patch, frustrating situations
Contributors [happy]: boys complemented my outfit
Dreams:
Sleep: 1:40AM-6:50AM 6:55AM-7:55AM 8AM-8:25AM
Moon Phase:
Illness: slight headache in late evening probably caused by aggravation, but if an upset stomach at night
What I feel: I didn't want to go to the wine bar, nothing sounded good and with the people, they're obnoxiously drink and we were stuck there for about 3 1/2 hours. Just little things are annoying me from some reason and I'm tired from a long and frustrating day. I'm being such a brat, I know, I don't feel like I'm being grateful or whatnot, but I didn't wanna be there and I didn't wanna hangout with Bunny and I didn't wanna get back into a cramped car with her and everyone else. And of course she was pissy for no goddamn reason on the ride home and Ryan and her almost engaged in an argument about cops. Bear and Bunny kept bickering with each other. I had almost chose to stay home with Ryan, but didn't want to make him skateboard all the way over to my house since he does it all the time and I should go to him. Didn't fucking matter cuz he misread one of my messages and skated most of the way to my house. I didn't wanna make him go any farther so we picked him up on the way to the wine bar. I didn't want to be a selfish brat. But I kinda wish we didn't go, that I let him ride the rest of the way to my house. Cuddling with him in my bed, watching a movie was really nice.
Shopping Spree:
Started Projects:
Continued Projects:
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Finished Projects:
Did you take your medicine?: yes but late at night, also had to take 2 50mg


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