Day: July 17 Sunday 2016
Certain Emotion on Time of Day:
Weather:
What I Ate
-Morning:
-Noon: hot dogs 12:20PM
-Night: steak and pasta 8:50PM
-Snack: cupcake, salami, Pringles
Menstrual: started this morning
Who was I with:
When was I alone:
Stressors [depressed]: parents arguing
Contributors [happy]:
Dreams: It was a movie called Seven Sins and I was the main character in it who was like this tiny androgynous girl (who might not have been biologically female but identified with female pronouns) but was super cute (my face was sorta boyish and I was flat). And there was this organization of bad guys ruling the world, seven of them (I think), and the leader was thus really cool looking woman. And I was sorta trying to get initiated with them and having to go through a test by each of the people in the group. But at the end of my dream, something happens that turned the leader against me cuz of another member or something, I can't quite recall the details. The setting was like a fantasy world, like Legend or The Black Caldron. Each of the people in the group had this ability linked to their main powers to freeze everyone by saying "*whatever they represent* phase *and I feel like there was another word but I can't remember*" it might have been phase first and then what they represent. If they wanted specific people not to be froze, they'd have to say so. At one point, I was able to use this ability with my own thing (because within each test, I could use theirs, but at a certain point I used my own). I was really cute and the leader thought I was a boy. She was really cool looking and was so gorgeous and badass too. Evil, but really cool.
Sleep: 11:30PM-1:35AM 1:50AM-5:10AM 5:35AM-6:40AM 8AM-11:15AM
Moon Phase:
Illness: period made me feel sick in afternoon, slight headache at night
What I feel: I took home 3 pads ¥, utility bag ¥, duffle bag ¥, PJ's ¥, eye mask ¥, 2 dresses ¥, tights ¥, boots ¥, pill case ¥, pill carrier ¥, Pringles ¥, water bottle ¥, candy ¥, cupcake ¥, tissues ¥, lotion ¥, coat ¥, dress ¥, computer ¥, art organizer ¥, cords ¥, glasses ¥, poker cards ¥, pen ¥, pencil ¥, sharpie ¥. I know it won't make the yelling stop, I know it won't make the bad things disappear, but I really do feel safe wrapped up in a blanket. My parents got into a really bad argument, something that had to do with my maternal grandmother and my dad posting something nasty about her on Facebook and more. Sounds like my ma's phone is broken too or something and she threw it into the garbage. I just sat by my door (after locking it) and listened. Bunny at one point started felt the need to invite herself in and began screeching at them to stop fighting. It was shortly lived, but it wasn't her place anyway. Bear tried telling her to stay out of it, my dad too, and so she cussed them out in response (yup, people are going to stop being aggressive when you act aggressive toward them =_= uh-huh, keep at it). They moved downstairs after the argument and it started up again two or three more times. My room is directly above there's. I crawled into my bed under the comfort of my big blanket.
Shopping Spree:
Started Projects: character worksheet
Continued Projects:
Canceled Projects:
Finished Projects:
Did you take your medicine?: yes and a Tylenol for the menstrual pains
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