Day: March 3, 2016
Certain Emotion on Time of Day: exhaustion and pain, though I
did get some release by talking to friends about my troubles
Weather: 54˚-65˚
What I ate
-Morning: cheese, ham and sausage omelet and hash browns
10:15AM
-Noon: rest of omelet 2:45PM
-Night:
-Snack: red velvet hostess cupcake, cookies
Menstrual: mm-hm
Who I was with: 7:30AM-9:05AM class, 9:10AM-1:30PM friends and
Ryan (off and on), 1:30PM-6:30PM work, 6:45PM-7:05PM off and one with sisters
and ma
When I was alone: after 6:30PM
Stressors [depressed]: injured shoulder/back/neck, left for
work earlier, forgot my computer’s power cord at school, waited a while outside
for my ma
Contributors [happy]: Ryan gave me sweets…
Dreams: cannot remember
Sleep: 1:55AM-6:10AM
Moon Phase: Waning Crescent
Illness: injury, the area/muscle where my lower neck, upper
back, and left shoulder blade meet hurts like hell. I can’t look over my left
shoulder or tilt my head to my left. Moving my left arm and/or shoulder can
hurt too. So can other movements related to that area.
What I feel: I’ve been trying to stay together today. I'm in
physical pain but the emotional turmoil is flowing off of me now. I knew I was
gonna make it, but I just couldn’t wait to get home and sleep. My plan was to
go to sleep as soon as I got home, but I had too much energy in a weird sort of
way to feel like sleeping. I was gonna get home, feed the dogs, sleep, get up
for dinner, go back to sleep, get up to Skype, go back to sleep. Don’t know if
I’ll sleep before dinner or whatnot. I was rushed earlier to get to my boss’s
car because he got out early, so I totally forgot the charging cable for my
computer and had to call Ryan and ask him to grab it for me and give it to me
tomorrow. Good thing I’m seeing him. Maybe I’ll sleep in to avoid using my
computer. I start full pills tomorrow. I’m rather done today. I’m emotionally
and physically spent. I bought these really cool and cute pocket knives for
Ryan and me. They’ve got a wing design and a skull, so they’re like super
perfect for us. I’m sure he’ll like or at least appreciate it because I know he loves knives and I thought
this one was pretty cool and I like knives too and wish I had more. I almost
bought myself a pink one and him a black, but I hate pink and it was easiest to
see detail in the silver one. I was gonna do pink cuz Fight Like a Girl, but I’ll
get other self-defense items in pink later. So not going to bed until AFTER
12AM like a dumbass.
Shopping Spree: bought myself food and tea from cafeteria,
bought matching pocket knives for Ryan and me as a gift for Sunday when we
finally go on that damn date
Started Projects: N/A
Continued Projects: N/A
Canceled Projects: N/A
Finished Projects: N/A
Homework: math due Tuesday 3/8 (done except for extra credit)
Tests: N/A
Did You Take Your Medicine?: Yes
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