Monday, April 11, 2016

Mood Journal {Tears and Tears}

Day: April 9 Saturday 2016
Certain Emotion on Time of Day:
Weather: rainy
What I ate
-Morning: pancakes with whipped cream and chocolate sugar 11:55AM
-Noon: N/A
-Night: leftover Japanese food around 5PM
-Snack: fancy cakes
Menstrual: N/A
Who I was with:
When I was alone:
Stressors [depressed]: Ryan is very depressed
Contributors [happy]: wrote a tear inducing scene
Dreams: Count was in it. I think the Others were too, but I’m not sure.
Sleep: 2:00AM-9:50AM (got up at 11:25AM)
Moon Phase: Waning Crescent
Illness: still sick
What I feel: I called Ryan to say goodnight, then he asked to Skype. When we were Skyping, he was on the brink of tears. I could see his eyes watering. His family is moving, so he's gonna try to stay even if it means being homeless (and that entails other things like losing his dog), people have been giving him a lot of shit at work and home, it was his dad's birthday and he totally forgot, he had a rough day, his work hours are kinda bad, if his work hours change, he'll have less free time to socialize with friends and me, I got him sick, and thensome. I made him get a blanket and wrap it around himself and told him that’s me hugging him. I’m planning on surprising him tomorrow. I even completed a song for him that I’ll sing and bring him sweets and something to cuddle under.
Shopping Spree:
Started Projects:
Continued Projects: Her Choker, Happy Song
Canceled Projects:
Finished Projects:
gender comm due Tuesday 04/12 (pretty much done)
Tests: psych test 04/13
Did You Take Your Medicine?: Yes

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