Mood Journal {All the Cranky Kids}

Day: February 15 Monday 2016

Certain Emotion on Time of Day: really tired and hard time focusing most of day

Weather: 52˚-79˚ sunny too fucking warm I don't believe that it was under 80˚

What I ate

-Morning: fancy cakes 10:10AM

-Noon: toast with butter and egg on toast 11:30AM

-Night: calm chowder 7:45PM

-Snack: pudding 8:45AM, cake

Menstrual: N/A

Who I was with: 8:30AM-6:30PM babysitting

When I was alone: after 7:00PM

Stressors [depressed]: didn’t want to get out of bed, youngest boy I babysit started really cranky throughout day, another brother was relatively cranky by the middle of the day, heat, really tired, hard time focusing, don’t have homework done

Contributors [happy]: I cannot think of any

Dreams: cannot remember

Sleep: 2:00AM-6:45AM (with constant waking up)

Moon Phase: Waxing Gibbous

Illness: N/A

What I feel: I’m actually upset and disappointed with myself because I generally have a close watch on the boys and go outside if they’re playing out there, but because of the heat and my focus, I just said fuck it and stayed inside doing stuff on my computer. I suppose it’s not completely terrible, seeing as how they were being watched by the parents of the children they were playing with, but I still feel bad about how cut off I was making myself. And then I had a lack of interest doing anything. I tried to draw, but was having a hard time thinking of what to draw or do. It’s only 7:55PM and I just want to crawl into a hole or bed and disappear, but I still have my gender comm homework I need to do. It’s 8:15PM and I REALLY can’t focus on my homework right now so I am just going to go to bed and try to work on my homework in the morning. My first class is 7:30AM-9:05AM and I generally get my work in class done early and the teacher doesn’t mind me working on things when I’m done with my work, and then my next class starts at 9:45AM. I don’t even want to go to school tomorrow.

Shopping Spree: N/A (but I did want to go to Wal-Mart to pick up some sweets for myself, Ryan, and friends, especially since I haven’t baked my scones)

Started Projects: N/A

Continued Projects: N/A

Canceled Projects: N/A

Finished Projects: N/A

Homework: math due Tuesday 2/16 (done except for the extra credit), gender comm due Tuesday 2/16

Tests: N/A

Did You Take Your Medicine?: Yes