Mood Journal {First Valentines Day WITH a Lover}

Day: February 14, 2016

Certain Emotion on Time of Day: giddy through most of day, although did have a hard time getting up in the morning

Weather: mainly sunny

What I ate

-Morning: hot pocket 11:30AM

-Noon: soup, lamb chop (1 out of 3), and fries 3:00PM

-Night: the other 2 lamb chops some time after 5PM

-Snack: popcorn 8:15PM

Menstrual: N/A

Who I was with: off and on with parents before 2:00PM, Ryan 2:00PM-1:00AM, family at the movies and dinner afterward 7:20PM-12:20AM

When I was alone: before 2:00PM

Stressors [depressed]: my nose started bleeding, have to get up early the next morning

Contributors [happy]: date with Ryan, first Valentine with a lover, received my first gift from a lover ever, preformed live for lover

Dreams: cannot remember

Sleep: 2:15AM-10:25AM

Moon Phase: First Quarter

Illness: N/A

What I feel: So this would be the first Valentines day I got to spend with a lover, despite that I been dated someone for 4 years in a row. And yes, I know it was long distance, but she could have at least video chatted or called me on the phone at least once in the years we dated. But on top of this being my first Valentines with a lover, I received my first gift from a lover. Ryan bought me this really precious key shaped pocket watch from a antique store. I feel bad, because he also treated me out to linner, but I didn’t buy him anything. In fact, I thought the plan was to NOT spend money on each other, but he did so much and all I did was sing, strip, and dance (came up with my own little Burlesque routine to a song we both like) for him (and gave him a homemade card). But I had a good time, nonetheless. We both dressed up fancy and went out not giving a fuck of how we stood out cuz we were over dressed. I needed an excuse to wear that vintage dress I bought. We went with my family to go see Deadpool around 8PM, but I guess I’m disappointed because it ended up limiting Ryan’s and my time together since we went to a restaurant afterward despite no one really being hungry, so as soon as we got home, Ryan had to call for a ride to come pick him up. We had planned to try sleeping over at his house tonight, but as the day approached, I figured that wasn’t happening.

Shopping Spree: N/A

Started Projects: N/A

Continued Projects: N/A

Canceled Projects: N/A

Finished Projects: Ryan’s gift

Homework: math due Tuesday 2/16 (done except for the extra credit), gender comm due Tuesday 2/16

Tests: N/A

Did You Take Your Medicine?: Yes