April 8, 2014 3:53 pm

April 8, 2014 3:53 pm
To do list:
-feed cats ¥
-take pills ¥
-ANY AND ALL HOMEWORK I HAVE
-clean up desk
-pick up/organize room a bit
-*optional* blog/journal ¥
-*optional* work out
-*optional* work on Girl's Sugar

So I'm a complete and utter fuck up. Just a minute, I think I need a moment to cry. So besides not being able to eat my vegetables, I am drowning under the sea called QUEST and I forgot Angela (my laptop) at school so I won't be seeing her until tomorrow morning. I just feel like I can't do anything right. I just keep flicking up and screwing myself over. Honestly, what is wrong with me? Because of QUEST I might not be able to graduate.
I realized another reason why I'm try to to be not pushy besides seeming like a bitch. It's because I usually get snapped or yelled at if I am (but if I'm not I get somewhat scolded and told I should have said something, so ducking confusing).
I only had 2-3 hrs of sleep last night. I'm a fucking tired and hot (really warm today) scatter brain. I think I just want to crawl into bed and cry and sleep.
I don't want to go to school. It only makes me stressed and depressed. I know in just being a fucking baby about it but {I'm do dizzy right now it's painful} I just need a brake to fix things 'cause I'm focused now that reality has smacked me square in the face.
Imma' do a few things for school, then I'll crawl into bed.