April 7, 2014 8:46 pm

April 7, 2014 8:46 pm
To do list:
-feed cats ¥
-take pills ¥
-ANY AND ALL HOMEWORK I HAVE
-clean up desk
-pick up/organize room a bit
-*optional* blog/journal ¥
-*optional* work out
-*optional* work on Girl's Sugar

Of course I want to crying. I'm embarrassed, humiliated. Bunny has no fucking clue what it's like to vino when you try to eat vegetables. But I REFUSE to be her, or Cat, or any other bitch that throws a tantrum or crying fit in public or on someone's birthday celebration. I will hate myself if I do, I hate myself for not doing so too, so it's a loose-loose situation, but the lesser of two evils is not that raging bitch that makes me want to be them to them in that moment.

My ma broke her nose in 7 spots yesterday. I walked in the room and there was blood all over the floor in front of her. My father tried to help her, only in a towel. Cat and I were the only girls/sisters/daughters present. We were supposed to go to Nijo Castle last night, but after my ma broke her nose, plans were canceled and we came tonight. My ma was so stubborn and kept insisting we go last night and leave her to nap and that she didn't need to go to the hospital (which she very obviously broke her nose, so yeah, she needed to go to the hospital). She has very big bruises under her eyes right now and scratches all over her face. Dinner should be here soon.