Mood Journals {Doesn't No Mean No Anymore?}

Day: August 20 Saturday 2016

Certain Emotion on Time of Day: 

Weather: 

What I Ate

-Morning: buttered waffles with syrup 11:20AM

-Noon: 

-Night: peanut butter and Nutella sandwich on English muffin 5:30PM

-Snack: brisket

Menstrual: 

Who was I with:

When was I alone: 

Stressors [depressed]: 

Contributors [happy]: 

Dreams: 

Sleep: 12:55AM-4:35AM 4:50AM-7:10AM 7:25AM-8:10AM 8:50AM-10:15AM

Moon Phase: 

Illness: 

What I feel: Bunny was trying to get me to come with her to do something I actually don't like because Bear and my Ma flaked out on her and she's trying to guilt me into it as always, I don't know what to do. She was crying last night, so I comforted her, and probably was the only one, but she'll probably use the fact that I knew she was upset as a reason to make me feel bad for not going. But hey, when I got ditched last second, I went alone. She's going to get her nails done, and honestly, I don't like getting mine professionally done, the massages, the cleaning, all that jazz, makes me cringe. I only like putting colors on, that's the fun of it for me. But I know I'll ruin them probably on the same day, and my nails grow so fast, the effect won't last long anyways. I don't ever file my own nails. But you see, the kind of person she is, I think she's frightened of silence. Like I think she has a legit phobia of it, because she'll freak out if you don't talk to her in the car, especially if music is not playing. I tried using the excuse that I have a hole in my nail, but she said we're only doing hands. It's all besides the point, it's wrong to force someone to do something they really don't like doing. Especially when I said to her face "I hate getting my nails done." I finally had got her to just leave without me. Things weren't messy, but I could tell that she was definitely upset by my decision. She kept making up excuses to deflect mine, but ya know, when someone else keeps making up excuses in the first place, they obviously REALLY don't wanna go. For someone who takes like 2hrs to get ready, she only came to check on me and ask me to my face (when I was still sleeping in bed) not even an hour before the appointment started. 

Shopping Spree: 

Started Projects: 

Continued Projects: The Illness Called Love

Canceled Projects: 

Finished Projects: 

Did you take your medicine?: yes