Journal entries from those teeny years to my now young adult self. Nonbinary and in a functionally dysfunctional family. I'll talk about mental health and LGBT+ problems a lot. I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW: WE'RE NOT ALONE. I tried to write word-for-word what I had written, but being dyslexic, I have terrible handwriting. There will be many typos, but that is because I write/type my journal entries rather quickly.
Sunday, December 20, 2015
Mecember Day 20
When I was younger and first had a suicide attempt happen in my immediate family and that same person also began mutilating them self, I had lost all and any respect for suicide and self-mutilation. It had greatly upset me that someone would do that. I even told that person to their face. I regret that and that way of thinking. That's not saying I condone suicide or self-mutilation in any way, shape, or form, just that I do not lose my respect for those people in that place. I was ignorant then. I guess I have respect for those who feel and think that way, but are still living. It is hard to understand, and I am sorry. All I can say is to remember you are loved and to think of those it will affect, whether it be friends, family, neighbors, or whoever finds you.
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