19 May 2014, 10:00 pm

WARNING: explicit content

19 May 2014, 10:00 pm

So you know something is seriously fucked up and wrong when you get the urge to draw ficking graphically gruesome pictures of suicide only really when you are in a fucking class that deals with a certain fucking teacher. Either the is something fucking wrong with the teacher, something fucking wrong with you, or the is something so fucking wrong with the teacher that it makes something very fucking wrong with you. Either way, I hate photo class. Nothing wrong with the students/classmates, nothing wrong with the art itself, and nothing wrong with my skill level. I just have no passion for being on THAT side of the camera and I FUCKING HATE MY TEACHER. She made me hate photo. So during all her fucking bullshit, my suicide girl, Rose Red (an original character, her parents named her after the fairytale), popped into my head with her graphic illness. Let me explain her a little bit: she's shizophrenic (possibly shizoaffective), in her late teens, has PTSD (she's been through a lot of fucked up shit), had chronic depression, and has self-destructive tendencies (both self-mutilation and and suicidal). I drew her on my photo notes with a number of ways of suicide. One is all in one, and the other is on there own (except the all on one has a hint of jumping 'cause you can see her ribcage through a rip in her corset). I have 2 lyrics each from Emilie Autumn, The Pretty Reckless, and Twenty-One Pilots surrounding it. My photo teacher is always saying she encourages doodling and it's good for you, so above the picture it says, "Doodling's good for you"

Now I want to draw this in better detail